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An open letter to a ex-girlfriend

An open letter to a ex-girlfriend
by: XandersBrian

too bad you miss the chance to see how I evolve from boy being a man,
how much I've change from being a scoundrel to a matured and responsible person to all people who know me,
you miss how sweeter i turn to be and how i take care of those person who is important to me.

too bad you didn't have a chance to see me how I've been hurt the day you left me,
how many bottles of beer and how many stick I smoke for the heart you broke,you never see how much i suffer for your lost and how important you are to me.

too bad that you are gone by now, you wouldn't see my perseverance to be a better person,
how i push thru to my dreams, goals and plans what to happen in colorful life,
you didn't had a chance to see how i could make that happen and live in my dreams

too bad you never get a chance to know me well,
how i was surrounded by great friends and family who are willing to be the part of your life too
you lost all of them who will also love you like how much i love you before

too bad you miss the part of my success, luck and glorious days when my dreams are slowly coming true
how i wish you were there when we are laughing, enjoying and reminiscing the time we suppose to share,
you miss how much fun we had, the days of happiness i shared with my friends families and colleagues

too bad you never notice how I treat you as my princess instead of a sex goddess,
how i say i love you in front of my friends and family and to all people near by,you lost a guy who always tell how beautiful you are just the way you use to be,

too bad i wont stay awake to you by now just to watch you sleepinghow i sing a song i wrote for you instead of picking a random song and artist then dedicate to you.
you lost a guy who protect you from any cruelties of this world.

too bad because to you this means nothing, but this can be everything you want and ask for,
how treat you with respect and support you thought the good times and the bad,
you lost a guy who will never break your heart and will share forever and a lifetime only to you.

Right thing to do is let you go

Right thing to do is let you go
by Xanders Brian

There are moments I cant Sleep
That is the time I think of you
I use to remember the time we spent
and all the things we do
we use to laugh each other
as we throw some jokes together
I thought this would never end

There are moments I recall
when we stay out too late
you told me all about God
and teach me to have a faith
and as I told you so
I love you more than you ever know
I though you feel the same way too

How miserable Ive been
when you walk away
I use to fight these tear
from falling day by day
and when the sun is setting
I always feel I gonna weep
for this night is the same
and i still cry to sleep
why does it hurt me so
if the right thing to do is..
let you go

K4: Com4Fun

My Password

MY PASSWORD
by: Xanders Brian

Computer Science is the course I’ve taken
Not expecting something is going to happen
I’ve learned so much from the CPU
And fall in love to a girl which is you

You became the start button of my heart
So please click me there so we can start
Close the other file and you will see
In my file you’re the special part of me

Please don’t dump me in your recycling bin
For the love I gave to you please let me win
We will explore every web in the internet
Filled our hearts with love that we will never forget

Save this poem in your memory forever
It’s now safe to turn off your computer
Once you turned it on again
The password is obviously your name

Nomad

Nomad
by Xanders Brian

its a dream for everyone,
to live in dazzling place,
where they can be welcomed,
with a smiling face

loved by their loveones
far away from critics
sickness never come even once
where time never tics

impossible it may seem
hypocrite it may be
to go to this place I've never been
where kaleidoscope can only see

but let thy tell to thee something
shimmering in thy eyes
for thee thou art everything
thou make thee mesmerize

I'm just another wanderer
a vagabond you can called
a hopeless romantic dreamer
finding words for you to told

xanthous sun is now fading
and your going home
a zephyr breeze is coming
please don't leave me alone

veracious the words i tell
magnanimous for the verse unleashed
blame thy heart who really fell
the heart for you to seize

yes im a troubador
who travel from the start
but for you im a myrmidon
who love you with all my heart

Welcome to my Music, Arts and Literature Blog!

As a child, i really like to draw and sketch anime and comic characters. I love to create my own comic book where I set up my own plot and scenes. I usually end up using my school notebooks and writing pads every year just to finish the arc of my comic stories.

My love for creating comic books evolves into form of writing short novels when I reach secondary education. I also discover my interest in using rhymes and lines which allows me to compose my own poems and my own sonnets.

Way back when I was a teenager, literature was not appreciated that time. They treated it as a corny piece of a joke which I always end up in a shame whenever someone read my writings. My passion in creating and writing things that float in my mind cannot be stopped by these drawbacks. I find a way how to make my lines flourished by the use of music. I learn an ample of chords that suppliment my lines. As a result, several of my poems turn to be a song which captivated some of my critics before. This is the time I got my interest in arts of music.